Music and words by Emese Arvai-Illes
Mixing by Krisztian Arvai
lyrics
I'm seeking a phrase that could save me
but no one has anything meaningful to say
I'm not spiritual
I'm not a believer anymore
I just wait for this day to pass
Don't come with medication
don't come with meditation
I need something stronger
That last somewhat longer
Don't you see I'm dying mommy
We're all dying mommy
Should I get off before the last stop
I'm not afraid of dying mommy
I don't care if it hurts
just tell me this is the right time
I don't dream of melodies
I'm not getting ready
I've forgotten my lines
I'm too tired to improvise
I may stir up this pool but I
wanted a mighty sea
I plant a handful of seeds here
but I wanted a legacy
I'm not afraid of dying
I'm just scared not to live anymore
I'm not gonna be hiding
with a shrill
I'll sail out
Boneless I don't want to be
I don't want to be
A dry fallen leaf
I wound that is healed
I want to stab it again
Inspired by the Syrian desert, neoclassical composer and producer Miguel Del Tertre creates a soothing, hopeful sound-world. Bandcamp New & Notable Apr 27, 2021